Free or Locked

 

I saw this picture and thought about the last time I was uncaged, last year. I was much like this, feminized, soft, leaking. I'd been teased but hadn't really swelled, just felt it inside me; it had been some time so leaking was almost constant.

Emily had the cage in her hand, ready to put it back on before "things got out of hand" meaning before I squirted. She'd been clear, we could play, but only play, no more.

But she paused.

"What?" I asked.

"You never really grew," she said.

I shrugged. "Caged, this is kind of the default state," I said.

"I like it," she said. She reached over, took the leaking drop on her finger, brought it to my mouth; I licked it, tasted it. "Small, soft, feminine. Just like you."

"Em..."

"Sometimes I wonder if we still need this," she said, looking down at the cage.

"You mean that?" I asked, wondering what it would like to be free again, not sure that was what I wanted.

She shrugged. "I don't know, maybe we should try for a day or a week sometime. Remember when we started, you'd wear it for a week. Like reverse that, free for a day or a week."

It wasn't going to be that day as she reinstalled the cage, locked it. But I thought it might be a day soon.

But that wasn't to be, either. No, he has the key, now. There's no unlocking for a week, quite the opposite, there's no chance of any unlocking at all in 2025.

Somehow I went from thinking about a day or two free to knowing there would not be a minute free.

I showed Emily the picture, reminded her. She chuckled, not mean, just a gentle laugh. "Would you rather be locked or free?" she asked.

"You know," I said, a non-answer.

"Free or locked?" she asked again.

"Locked," I swallowed.

"Good girl," she smiled at me. 

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  1. It is so much easier when you don't have the choice, are not tempted, don't start to get any ideas that you could be something again that you never were in the first place. Being locked gives you a freedom from those thoughts and ideas, it is liberating not to have to grapple with concepts that you never could and never will attain.

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  2. It's only March and you are already sure you'll have no releases in 2025?! Oh my!
    Is he holding the key for a full year?

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